Hello people =D i know, i know... You guys must be wondering why i havent blog for such a long time. heheh.. Lazy lar and i have to get inspiration to blog =P muahaha.. Let see, we will start with my experience from ESP 6! =D

ESPlosion Camp 2007
I was so so so so so so excited to go for this camp. At first, i wasnt really expecting anything from the camp, but after camp briefing, i realise that whats the whole point of going to this camp if i am not expecting anything? That will be pointless! Yes, what i expected did came true =D God touched me. And this camp is sort of like an encouragement for me. Every once in awhile, i do need a little encouragement. What i get is that, eventhough sometimes we feel that God isnt there when we need Him, He is always there. We just need to be quiet and listen to Him. Hear what He got to say. Fixed your relationship with Him. Solve every problem with Him. Even if we feel very guilty about our sin, He is very forgiving. He is willing to forgive us and accept us once again. Sometimes its us that is drifting away from Him not He left us. We just need to go back to Him. Besides that, I learned that, i cant do things all on my own. I need God. I need Him to help me. I know, its a very basic thing. I mean, obviously we need god to help us, right? It just sometimes, i get so caught up in doing things, i forgot that i still need Him. Thats why everytime, i do something it just wont work out the way i wanted it. I also learned NOT TO COMPLAIN. Hahaha.. When i hear that i had to share bathrooms, I dont really like the idea of sharing bathrooms lar. I dont mind not having air-con but sharing bathrooms.. Hm... But still, it just a small matter, I dont really mind. =D And the speaker is VERY good! And very funny! I think this year, its less jokes and more serious stuff which i think is very good. People are complaining that the speaker had a lot of grammatical mistakes, but for me, i didnt realise a thing. You can say, i suck at grammar but so? I dont care if hes bad in grammar, God wouldnt mind, right? If God doesnt mind, why should we? Hes talking about the word of God, shouldnt we pay more attention to that instead of pointing out people's grammatical mistakes? And making fun of them? I know, it can be annoying but so? It doesnt matter right? I mean, nobody died from hearing his mistakes. LOL! So, we shouldnt complain. =) And also, i havent been putting God first in my life. I wasnt discipline. I did do my quiet time but i always procrastinate. I wasnt really happy with myself for doing that. I was quite ashamed.. Now i learn how to put Him first before anything else. =D Im still learning and trying =) This is really what i gained from this camp. It may seem like nothing to you, or not, but those are my struggles. and im learning to overcome them. =D Not only that, I also get to know a few ppl well! =D Like Merry, Andrinna and few other people! =) And its fun sharing room with Joey. Hahahah! Altogether, i had a wonderful in that camp, and i was so reluctant to go home. I still feel a little sad and i miss ESP but theres always next year! =D cant wait!!

There you go, my experience in ESP. =)

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