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Sunday, December 30, 2007
I. DONT. WANT. IT. TO. END.

Ive been reading other people's blog. Most of them are talking about new year. The meaning of new year is just so different this year. The truth is, im terrified of 2008. Im so reluctant to move on. I really dont want this year to end. I am not ready.. Yes, you may say, i just need to trust God. Gee.. It just so hard. I am trying.. Really, really, really trying.. I am really scared.. You might think im so silly to be so scared of new year. I dont care what you say, im just scared. SPM next year, you know.. To some of you that finishes spm, you sure say, aiyah, sap-sap water lar. Im sure you can do it wan. Sap sap water your head lar. Its not easy at all hor. My parents is expecting me to do well in SPM. Sigh. Oh just to think about 2008, makes me so nervous and stress. I dont want to move on.. Im not excited at all for new year.. Im trying.. it just.. so.. scary.. I used to think all those kor kors and jie jies in Form 5 are like so smart, mature and everything. Its hard to believe im in Form 5 now. I used to wish that i can grow up quickly and get out of school as soon as possible but as everyone says, schooling days are the best. Which is true. I cant deny it. When, you dont have to sit for major exams... What else can i do but to accept this as a challenge? Worrying about it is like a waste of time. I know worrying is a waste of time. Why worry, when God already planned out everything nicely for you. But.. gah.. Its so hard not to worry sometimes.

I hate it when people say, aiyah, you so smart, sure can do it wan lar. or ha-ha, i already finish it, now its your turn. Eeeee.. Makes me want to... argh. You dont want to know. Stop saying all that, you are not me, you wouldnt know how i feel. Right? What to do, just keep quiet. If i can, i want to go back to Form 1. And start all over again. Make everything wrong, right again.

2007 has been a wonderful year to be although its full of disappointments, misunderstandings, fights, unhappiness and etc. All those things eventually doesnt matter anymore. Why do you want to look back on those unhappy things? It just makes you move backwards instead of forward. So, just move on and count your blessings! Although the new year looks so scary and unpredictable. Just have a little faith. And trust Him. He will put you through even when it seems impossible. Maybe thats what i have to do, have faith, trust and believe. I should just let go of the unhappiness and move on.

I guess, in conclusions, I just need to take a step of faith.


P/s: Eh, thats not my 200th post. I read the numbers wrongly. Pai seh..
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Merry Christmas everyone! =)
hope you guys had a wonderful christmas.
Remember the true meaning of christmas.
cheers=)
Oh, and this is my 200th post!
On christmas day!
=)
yays!
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
S i g h . . . .
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
Hello people =D i know, i know... You guys must be wondering why i havent blog for such a long time. heheh.. Lazy lar and i have to get inspiration to blog =P muahaha.. Let see, we will start with my experience from ESP 6! =D

ESPlosion Camp 2007
I was so so so so so so excited to go for this camp. At first, i wasnt really expecting anything from the camp, but after camp briefing, i realise that whats the whole point of going to this camp if i am not expecting anything? That will be pointless! Yes, what i expected did came true =D God touched me. And this camp is sort of like an encouragement for me. Every once in awhile, i do need a little encouragement. What i get is that, eventhough sometimes we feel that God isnt there when we need Him, He is always there. We just need to be quiet and listen to Him. Hear what He got to say. Fixed your relationship with Him. Solve every problem with Him. Even if we feel very guilty about our sin, He is very forgiving. He is willing to forgive us and accept us once again. Sometimes its us that is drifting away from Him not He left us. We just need to go back to Him. Besides that, I learned that, i cant do things all on my own. I need God. I need Him to help me. I know, its a very basic thing. I mean, obviously we need god to help us, right? It just sometimes, i get so caught up in doing things, i forgot that i still need Him. Thats why everytime, i do something it just wont work out the way i wanted it. I also learned NOT TO COMPLAIN. Hahaha.. When i hear that i had to share bathrooms, I dont really like the idea of sharing bathrooms lar. I dont mind not having air-con but sharing bathrooms.. Hm... But still, it just a small matter, I dont really mind. =D And the speaker is VERY good! And very funny! I think this year, its less jokes and more serious stuff which i think is very good. People are complaining that the speaker had a lot of grammatical mistakes, but for me, i didnt realise a thing. You can say, i suck at grammar but so? I dont care if hes bad in grammar, God wouldnt mind, right? If God doesnt mind, why should we? Hes talking about the word of God, shouldnt we pay more attention to that instead of pointing out people's grammatical mistakes? And making fun of them? I know, it can be annoying but so? It doesnt matter right? I mean, nobody died from hearing his mistakes. LOL! So, we shouldnt complain. =) And also, i havent been putting God first in my life. I wasnt discipline. I did do my quiet time but i always procrastinate. I wasnt really happy with myself for doing that. I was quite ashamed.. Now i learn how to put Him first before anything else. =D Im still learning and trying =) This is really what i gained from this camp. It may seem like nothing to you, or not, but those are my struggles. and im learning to overcome them. =D Not only that, I also get to know a few ppl well! =D Like Merry, Andrinna and few other people! =) And its fun sharing room with Joey. Hahahah! Altogether, i had a wonderful in that camp, and i was so reluctant to go home. I still feel a little sad and i miss ESP but theres always next year! =D cant wait!!

There you go, my experience in ESP. =)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! WHEE!!! But that means the end of the year is approaching.. Which means, SPM is coming... *GASP* I dont wanna go Form 5!!
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