Sometimes having siblings does have
its advatanges and disadvantages.
Dont you agree?

Haih..
Feel so inferior sometimes.
I mean, he's like so clever.
And good in everything.
Talking, music, computers, studies,
bla, bla, bla..
And, i just want to beat him.
But turns out, i can never do it.
Im not good in those things that hes good in.
Sigh..
And its hard to ask his help..
Sometimes, he'll just say go figure it out yourself.
Or check in the internet.
And sometimes, im just scared to ask his help.
so, i just have to do it myself..
I cant help but wonder if sometimes does he really look down on me?
Maybe he is just joking..
But who knows.. I do take jokes seriously.
Only sometimes la..
Im not that petty.
Hm.. And wont my parents like expect me do better than him?
He already set such high target. How can i reach it?
My parents said, just do your best-lar.
But is that what they really wanted??
I want to make them happy.
Hm..
Im doing my very best.. I really am..
Maybe it just not good enough. 4 comments